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C.S.Lewis

by 실마리 May 06. 2022

번역: 타임머신

Time Machine

Time Machine




It was an exhausting day.

I’d hardly slept the night before and

it was the day I taught the most.

I’d lectured unusually loudly, straining 카지노 게임 사이트 voice

so, whilst talking with 카지노 게임 사이트 wife during dinner at home

I finally lost 카지노 게임 사이트 voice.


During the eleven to one o’clock

Undergraduate lecture break time

I’d somehow wanted to call 카지노 게임 사이트 father.

I’d also wanted to call 카지노 게임 사이트 mother.

However, I had not.


I arrived home and had a late dinner

sat with my wife on the sofa and was watching an old film called Time Machine

when I got the call.


I drove quickly

towards Daejeon.

카지노 게임 사이트 mother, sister and brother who had arrived before us

were holding 카지노 게임 사이트 father’s body and wailing.


카지노 게임 사이트 father wearing a serene expression was looking up at the ceiling.

Whilst alive he’d appeared blackish red

but now his whole body appeared to be bathed in white light.


I touched 카지노 게임 사이트 father’s once robust now thin thighs and

unchanged sturdy hands

Warmth still remained

It was as if at any moment he would see me, rise and greet me with a smile.

카지노 게임 사이트 eldest son’s here!

However

카지노 게임 사이트 father no longer

Looked at me, 카지노 게임 사이트 family

Only looked at the ceiling with a serene face.


카지노 게임 사이트 father had passed away.


During the funeral

In a dream like daze

I listened carefully to 카지노 게임 사이트 mother.


Children don’t know,

Children don’t know,

How parents feel.


You forgive once,

If that doesn’t work,

You forgive twice,

If that doesn’t work,

You forgive three times.

If that still doesn’t work

You forget that there’s anything to forgive

Children don’t know how parents feel

They don’t know,

카지노 게임 사이트 mother said to her children, to me

Her nose running.


Like a fool

I realised then.

How 카지노 게임 사이트 father had forgiven me countless times.

I realised then.

How I must have caused him pain.

I realised then.

How I could no longer talk with him.


I told 카지노 게임 사이트 students who came to the funeral.

Be good to your parents when they are alive.

You cannot do anything when they pass away.


Mercifully

I believe 카지노 게임 사이트 father has gone to heaven.


A few days after the funeral

As if nothing had happened

My wife and I watched the film Time Machine again.

From the part we’d hurriedly left off when we received the phone call.


The phone did not ring again.

Everything was the same.

Except 카지노 게임 사이트 father no longer exists in this world.




*한국어 원문:

타임머신





*안내 글

영국인아내가한국인남편의생각을깊이이해하고싶다며카지노 게임 사이트을자청했습니다. 카지노 게임 사이트이언제모두끝날지는모르겠지만, 적어도아내가남편의생각을이해하며카지노 게임 사이트해나가는과정그자체가가장의미있는일일것입니다. 아내의손끝에서나의생각은언어의 옷을 갈아입습니다.







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