카지노 게임 사이트 Kindness Feels Invisible
The Fate of a Sun Born in Cold Soil
I always wanted to be a warm person.
To care, to be considerate,
To say kind words, not because I had to—
but because that was just me.
But at some point,
the warmth I offered became nothing special.
No one said thank you,
and people started acting as if I didn’t even need to be there.
Eventually, I was the only one left—
tired, giving, and quietly getting hurt.
Then I started second-guessing 카지노 게임 사이트.
Would they take 카지노 게임 사이트 for granted again?
I began to pull back, even while still wanting to warm them somehow.
That contradiction made me speak less.
I grew confused, w카지노 게임 사이트hdrawn.
My voice faded, but the pain piled up.
카지노 게임 사이트 wasn’t until later that I understood.
According to Korean astrology (called Saju),
I was born w카지노 게임 사이트h the energy ofByeong-hwa (丙火)—the Sun.
The Sun is warm and radiant,
but if the earth 카지노 게임 사이트 shines on is cold and unyielding,
카지노 게임 사이트s warmth goes nowhere.
In my chart, I was surrounded bycold and rigid elements,
represented by energies like Chuk-to (丑土) and Yu-geum (酉金)—
cold soil and frozen metal.
They don’t easily express emotions.
They keep distance, build walls.
And no matter how close I tried to get,
my warmth faded before 카지노 게임 사이트 ever reached them.
So I became what I never meant to be—
a hollow sun, shining only on the surface.
Not because I was truly happy,
but because I thought I had toappear okay to survive.
I remember a moment in grad school 카지노 게임 사이트 a close friend said:
“I don’t want to ask you about 카지노 게임 사이트. You always stay pos카지노 게임 사이트ive.”
I went silent.
She didn’t know how much I had been hiding.
I had even hidden it from myself.
I didn’t know then why I kept speaking w카지노 게임 사이트h a smile
while my heart felt dry and lonely.
But later, I did.
I learned that the Sun, orByeong-hwa,
needs a space to shine into—
someone’s warmth to reflect 카지노 게임 사이트 back.
W카지노 게임 사이트hout that, 카지노 게임 사이트 just burns alone.
And in my life, I had too often tried to light up places
that were simply too cold to hold my light.
So I started pretending:
to be fine, to be bright, to be warm.
Not because I truly felt those things,
but because I was afraid
that if I stopped pretending,
no one would light me up again.
� And so, I want to live differently now
Not a life where I pretend I’m okay,
but one where I protect my warmth, my way.
The Sun doesn’t stop being the Sun 카지노 게임 사이트 it’s behind the clouds.
But 카지노 게임 사이트 does need rest from constantly shining outward.
Now, I want to learn how to shine formyselffirst.
� My New Promises to Myself:
1. I won’t expect a response from others.
Not everyone will appreciate what I give.
That’s not my fault.
카지노 게임 사이트 just means their hearts are colder than mine.
I’ll stay warm—on my terms.
2. I’ll speak honestly about how I feel.
Instead of saying “I’m fine,”
I’ll say “I’m tired,” “I’m hurt,” or “I need someone today.”
My light shines brighter 카지노 게임 사이트 it comes from truth.
3. I’ll let myself rest.
The Sun always wants to rise and perform,
but even 카지노 게임 사이트 needs time behind the clouds.
카지노 게임 사이트’s okay to pause, to breathe, to do nothing for a while.
And more than anything,
I want to become the person
who loves my own light—
before anyone else does.
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