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by 농구하는회계사 Nov 25. 2024

A Book For 카지노 게임 사이트 Daughters

카지노 게임 사이트 letters to the three of you

(Written when N was 11 years old, but now she's 12)

I like looking at things from a high level. And when I think about my life, I like to look at my life in its entirety, which means I think about my death pretty frequently. It could be after living 100 plus healthy years, or it could be tomorrow by an unfortunate event. I try to spend my time and energy that will allow me to say, “oh, I lived a good life” right before I die. So naturally, most of my decisions are future-oriented. I can’t say it’s necessarily good or bad, but my focus is rarely in the present, but in the future. My natural tendency is to minimize regrets. When I pick a show on Netflix, I rarely pick comedy because that’s only for the instant laughter at the moment, which doesn’t serve the purpose I am aiming for. What I’d rather watch is a Japanese reality show, so that I can learn to speak Japanese. Then I would have not wasted my time, but invested it for the future. Even when I go to play basketball, I’m focused on finding what works and what doesn’t, so I can improve my game. I don’t know for when, but to become a better player “in the future.”


Basketball is good, learning Japanese is good, but eventually it all comes down to 카지노 게임 사이트 3 daughters. At any given moment, 카지노 게임 사이트 focus is on helping 카지노 게임 사이트 girls to become someone who can find joy in all things and who brings and shares the same joy to the world. No matter how tough 카지노 게임 사이트 life was, I would be perfectly fine if I knew that I did 카지노 게임 사이트 best to help 카지노 게임 사이트 girls live a life full of joy. 카지노 게임 사이트 oldest daughter N is now 11, and I’m constantly trying to find answers to never-ending questions inside 카지노 게임 사이트 head. “Should I let her watch Netflix more?” “How can I ask her if she is having any conflicts at school?” “If we move to a different city, how will that impact her adult life?” “Should we try to convince her to be involved in sports?” The questions are literally endless. So, the number of decisions are also endless, and it’s almost impossible to tell which decisions will bring what kind of results and whether it was a good or a bad decision. I’m probably overthinking in a lot of situations due to the perfectionist-side of me, but I just don’t want to end up regretting the careless and casual decisions that will have accumulated over time.


I have always wanted to write a book or something similar that 카지노 게임 사이트 girls can use as a tool while they navigate through their own journeys of life. The mediocrity of 카지노 게임 사이트 English writing skill made me keep pushing back, and I tried to find excuses to put the task aside. It’s easier for me to write in Korean but I doubt 카지노 게임 사이트 girls will want to read it if it’s in Korean. It doesn’t matter if 카지노 게임 사이트 writing sucks. I need to put it out there, so that 카지노 게임 사이트 girls will have access to it when they become old enough to find it useful. The project starts now. I have been debating whether I should make it private, so only 카지노 게임 사이트 daughters will have access, or make it public so other families can also get some insights out of it. Former will allow me to talk freely about our family histories, and many other private topics, but I decided to go with the latter, because that better shows who I am. I believe what I am trying to teach 카지노 게임 사이트 girls will also be helpful to other young ones and I like being helpful to others.

카지노 게임 사이트August of 2023


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